Sunday, November 28, 2021

Where have I come from? Why? Where am I going?


My feeble attempt (with considerable help from Dr. Balram Shukla's Hindi translation) at translating this wonderful Ghazal by Rumi. The video below shows Farrokh S. Namazi, of College of William and Mary, singing it beautifully.




Roz-ha fikr-e-man ein-ast o ham-e-shab sukhanam 
Ki chera ghafil az ahwaal-e-dil-e-khwoishtanam

(Every day I wonder and I spend the nights saying: 
Why do I forget about the state of my own heart?
)

Az koja aamde-am? aamdanam behr-e-che bod? 
Ba-koja miravam? aakhir na numai watanam?

(Where have I come from, and why have I come?
Where am I going to? Why can't I see my own land?)

Mande-am sakht ajab kaz che sabab sakh mara 
Ya che bodah-ast muraad-e-o-azeen saakhtanam

(For me, it is a wonder that there is a reason for my being.
But what is the creator's will behind creating me?)

Morgh-e-bagh-e-malkootam ni-am az aalam-e-khak 
Chand rozi qafasi saakht-e-and az badanam 

(I am a bird in this creator's garden, and I have nothing to do with this world of dirt,
 Just for a few days, this body is my prison.)

Ki-eest aan gush ki aw mishinvad awaazam
Ya kodam-ast sukhan mi-kunad andar dahanam

(Who is it that is hearing my voice?
Or who is it speaking through me?)

Ki-eest dar deedeh ka az deedeh biroon minigarad
ya che jaan-ast na gooyi ki manash pairahanam

(Who is in my sight that is seeing through me?
 Or who is that soul for whom I am the dress?)

Ta ba-tahqeeq mara manzil o rah-na-numai
eik-dam aaraam nageeram nafasi dam na-zanam

(In this search, until the destination and the path is shown,
 I won't take a bit of restful breath!)

mai-e-wasalam bichishaan ta dar-e-zindaan-e-abd
bi-yaki a'rabd-e-mastaaneh be-ham dar shikanam

(Let me drink the wine of union so that, in this prison
 In one mad blow, I can break down the door.)

man bikhod na-amadam inja ki bikhod baaz ravam
aan ki aavord mara baaz burd ta watanam.

(I haven't come here by myself, so I won't leave by myself
The One who has brought me here will take me to my land.)


One can't help but notice the similarities between this and the first chapter of the Shvetashvatara Upanishad, that starts with (the first verse):
    Kim karanam Brahma kutah sma jata
        jeevam ken ka cha sampra
    Adhitsthitah ken sukhetareshu
        vartamahe brahmavido vyavastham.

What is the cause? (Is it) Brahman? Why are we born? Why do we live? Where is our final rest? Under whose orders are we, who know the Brahman, subjected to the law of happiness and misery?








Sunday, June 20, 2021

Books I read in 2020

This is my 2020 book list. Working from home saved me an additional hour of commute; and that gave me more time to read. 

Shoe Dog: A Memoir by the Creator of Nike, by Phil Knight. This was suggested to me by a coworker and I enjoyed reading it. I loved how he mixed his personal and his business accounts, as well his sense of mission.

The City and Man, by Leo Strauss. It took me a while to finish reading the three essays, and I wish I was introduced to Leo Strauss's writings earlier in my life, when I was struggling with understanding classical Greek philosophy in my twenties. I have read the subject material of the three essays (Plato's Republic, Aristotle's Politics, Thucydides' Peloponnesian Wars) before, but I have struggled to relate them to today's world. Except perhaps the very early realization that I was not a big fan of the society and the system described by Plato in the Republic. I have also not accepted the simplistic version of Thucydides' Trap that is used in describing US-China relations as declining power-rising power dynamics. 

The Lessons of History, by Will and Ariel Durant. Unlike the previous book (The City and Man), that took me multiple months of interrupted reading, I was able to finish this over one weekend night. It is a summary of their eleven volume The Story of Civilization. I really loved how the chapters were divided into: earth, biology, race, character, morals, religion, economics, socialism, government, and war. And then ending with growth and decay and the final "is progress real"? I really liked the speed and brevity of this book. 

The Passions and the Interests: Political Arguments for Capitalism before Its Triumph, by Albert Hirschman was on my reading list for a while. And like Leo Strauss, I wish I had read Hirschman's writings earlier. The writing argues out what is mentioned in its subtitle: political arguments for Capitalism before its triumph, by building up the intellectual and philosophical foundations from Machiavelli, Montesquieu, Sir James Steuart, John Millar, Adam Smith, Tocqueville, and Schumpeter. I did have to pause a number of times and understand the subject matter of the background material.  

The Monk and the Philosopher: A father and son discuss the meaning of life, by Jean-Francois Revel is a collection of conversations that the French philosopher (Revel) had with his son Matthieu Ricard, the molecular biologist turned Buddhist monk. It is a fascinating dialog, that combines Jean-Francois' western enlightened skepticism with his son's explanation of monastic Buddhism to a mainly western audience. The book covers various aspects of the meaning of life, personal accounts of the ability of some monks to read minds and to understand rebirth; the current state of Tibetan Buddhism; as well as the history of spiritual thought in the East. 

How to be an anti-racist, by Ibram X. Kendi, as part of my self-education on the complex and untaught history of racism in the US, and to learn how one can make a difference and change.

Rubaiyat of Khayyam, in Farsi, with English translations. I felt that I was finally ready to read the Farsi original. At first, I compared the literal text with Edward Fitzgerald's interpretive translation and got a bit worried about how different they were. 

For example:
    roz ast khosh, o hawa na garm ast na sard (The day is great, and the wind is neither hot nor cold)
    abr az rokh-e golzar hami shoeed gard (the rain clouds wash the dusted face of rose trees)
    bulbul ba-zaban-e-pehlvi ba gul-e-zard (the nightingale, to the yellow rose, in the pehlvi language)
    faryad hamee-zand ki: mai baaeed khord! (sings the complaint: wine for me!)

was translated to:
    And David's lips are lock't but in divine
    High piping Pehlevi, with "Wine! Wine! Red Wine!"
    the Nightingale cries to the Rose
    That yellow cheek of her's to incarnadine.

Then, when I started wondering what it really meant, and why the bird is singing in Pehlevi (old Persian) to the yellow rose; I realized that not only is the text untranslatable, any deep interpretation has to be in poetry as well. And that's when I realized what an admirable job Edward Fitzgerald did with his translation.

Everything in this: the day, the not-hot not-cold wind, the dusted faces of the rose trees, the rain clouds cleaning them, the nightingale singing in high Pehlvi, the yellow rose, and of course the wine, has a different meaning from the literal one; and it is close to impossible to tie them together in prose.

Swami Yogananda's book, Wine of the Mystic, also helped me understand the deeper context of many of the quartrains (ruba'i). But frankly, I feel it will take me at least one lifetime of reading and understanding to get any close to the real meaning of the poetry.

Masnawi: in Farsi, with English translations, Rumi (Molavi).  Reading this slowly, in the original, and slowly understanding the meaning has become a fun weekend activity for me. Here's a really interesting one (from Qissa deedan khaleefa laila-ra: the story of the Caliph's seeing Laila):
     har ki beedar ast aw dar khwab tar, hast beedaarish az khwabash batar
    chon ba haq beedar nabood jaan-e-ma, hast beedari cho dar bandan ma    
"Whoever is awake (to the material world) is more asleep to the spiritual world, his wakefulness is worse than sleep. When our soul is not awake (to God), wakefulness is like closing our doors (to Divine influences)"

If you ask someone who has read the Bhagavad Gita what this reminds them of, they will probably point to Bhagavad Gita 2.69:
    ya nisha sarvabhutanam, tasyam jagarti samyami
    yasyam jagrati bhutani, sa nisha pashyato muneh
"What is night for all beings is the time of waking for the disciplined soul; and what is the time of waking for all beings is night for the sage who sees (or the sage of vision)"
(Translation from Dr. S. Radhakrishnan's version). 

The question is, whether these are independent thoughts, or one influenced the other? Molavi's poetry is full of verses that make one wonder. Like the Rubaiyat, I think it will take me more than one entire lifetime to understand the real meaning of Molavi's poetry.

Principles: Life and Work, by Ray Dalio. This started coming up in my Facebook promoted feed and I bought the book after watching the summary video. A lot of the principles match mine, and is a good framework for building a meritocratic and accountable work culture. 

Deep Medicine: How Artificial Intelligence can make healthcare human again, by Eric Topol. The book starts with the issues of how medicine in practiced today, including the authors own, personal, and painful experiences. He covers the advances of artificial intelligence and gives a good overview of how that can be (will be, is being) applied to generate better diagnosis, detecting mental health issues, drug discovery, neuroscience research, diet management, and becoming a virtual medical assistant. I would highly recommend it to someone who is remotely interested in the future of medicine and health care. 

World Order, by Henry Kissinger. I came across this book while I was trying to finish one of my blog posts. It gave me a good mental framework to think about contemporary geopolitics in the context of a multi-century narrative. The part that impressed me a lot was the how he started the South Asian chapter with a brief overview of Kautilya's Arthashastra, and the Bhagavad Gita.  

Poems of Love and War, from the Tamil Sangam literature written between 100 BCE and 250 CE. It was mainly my curiosity that got me to understand the elements of Tamil classical culture. I felt that the English translation did a good job (I don't speak the language) but may have simplified the overall meaning. 

The Three Body problem, Cixin Liu. This had been recommended by too many smart people to ignore, and I succeeded finishing it in my second attempt. The initial account of the horrors of the cultural revolution turned me off, but the book ended in an interesting way. I am reading the sequel now.

Who we are and how we got here: Ancient DNA and the New Science of the Ancient Past, by David Reich. A recommendation from a coworker when we were discussing genetics in one of our team happy hours. This is fascinating research, especially the science and the mathematics behind it. His Harvard lab page, especially the list of software tools is very interesting too. Discussing the genetics of South Asia has its political undertones, and he has done a commendable job of staying clear of that.

India in the Persianate Age (1000-1765) and The Rise of Islam and the Bengal Frontier (1204-1760) by Richard Eaton. I had fun reading both of them together. Farsi was India's official and court language for more than 500 years, from the 13th century to the late 18th century. It was also interesting to note how these two books documented the two major regime changes India (South Asia) went through. The first was a transition from a Sanskritized age to the Persianate age. And then, from a Persianate age to the Anglicized age. The second book, about the medieval  history of Bengal covers the expansion of Islam in Bengal, that eventually caused the political division of the region. 

Humayun-nama, from the Three memoirs of Humayun (1508-1556) written by Humayun's sister, Gulbadan Begum. Humayun was the second Mughal emperor, who presided over a very shaky empire and lost his empire for 15 years until he regained it with some help. The memoirs cover the events from his birth to the reconquest in 1555. It felt like a continuation of the Baburnama, but from a different point of view. 

Disunited Nations: The Scramble for Power in an Ungoverned World, by Peter Zeihan. I got introduced to Peter Zeihan's lectures through Youtube's recommendation engine. Peter Zeihan happens to be a very funny and engaging presenter. The overall premise of the book is that the global system that the US built against the Soviets where nations were essentially bribed to be on our side is coming to an end. And the new system is going to look very different and chaotic, because the US can afford to de-globalize. 

Audiobook: Genghis Khan and the making of the modern world, by Jack Weatherford. This was the second listening. It was well narrated (and written), and I liked how the author connected the different threads together: the historical context of what was going on in the world, the basics of Mongol culture and tribal laws, and the long-term global impact of Mongol rule.

This is probably a year that I didn't read a book on investing after a long time. 

My previous book lists:
2019     2018     2017     2016    2015    2014    2008    2007

Saturday, February 27, 2021

Interesting articles of 2020

A list of interesting articles that I read and shared in 2020.


Why visionary leadership fails: This article reminded me of the oft-quoted “Vision without execution is hallucination”, which apparently some trace to a Japanese proverb, which goes “Vision without action is a daydream”. https://hbr.org/2019/02/why-visionary-leadership-fails

Ben Evans: "On the Shoulder of Giants": I enjoy Ben Evans' writing (https://www.ben-evans.com/). This presentation analyzes the areas I spend a lot of time on, in my professional life: retail, entertainment, TV, and devices. The presentation also covers regulations and speculations about the next S-curve. The part about content moderation ("There is bad stuff on your platform -- take it down") seems prescient now. https://static1.squarespace.com/static/50363cf324ac8e905e7df861/t/5ed23bd3bdbbdb299cb6aa9f/1590836452410/2020+Benedict+Evans+Shoulders+of+Giants.pdf

A Guide for working (from home) for parents: My observation is that working spouses with kids less than 10 years of age had to bear the biggest stress of working from home during the COVID-19 pandemic. A few suggestions for them. https://hbr.org/2020/03/a-guide-for-working-from-home-parents

Meet Xenobot, an Eerie new kind of programmable organism: As a teenager, I remember watching a science-fiction comedy called Inner Space. The article reminded me of that movie, but it was a fascinating read. An artificial organism, built from the skin cells and heart cells of frogs is being used to understand the mysteries of cellular communication. I think this has tremendous potential in not only understanding bio-chemistry at the cellular level, but in developing medicine and medical delivery methods that operate at the cellular level. Do watch this research area. https://www.wired.com/story/xenobot/

Engineering promotions: An interesting twitter thread by Niall Murphy, ex-Google, ex-Amazon engineering leader on the good, bad, ugly of the Google engineering promotion process, from the perspective of a promoting manager. I reached out to him after reading this and had an interesting conversation with him. What's more interesting for me is in this context is if the business is promoting individuals that are creating the business impact, if the system is removing subjectivity and bias from the process, and if the promoted individuals work out well in the new role. https://twitter.com/niallm/status/1338083643902873600

The App Store debate: the story of ecosystems, by Steve Sinofsky (ex-President of the Windows Division at Microsoft), a tweet-storm that was later moved to a blog. Steve does a whirlwind history tour of the evolution of Windows OPK (OEM Porting Kit) and the PC ecosystem to justify why the Mobile App Stores are a good thing. But as he says in the last tweet, "the discussion is nuanced.https://medium.learningbyshipping.com/the-app-store-debate-a-story-of-ecosystems-938424eeef74

Reconstructing India's population history. This (https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2842210/is a fascinating paper from a research team lead by David Reich into the genetic history of today's Indian population. More than the conclusions (none of which were surprising to me, at least) the mathematical method fascinated me. There are more details in https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3522152/, and the research team has made the data and their software package available. 

Transition to Extinction: Pandemics in a connected world, Yaneer Bar-Yam, of New England Complex Systems Institute wrote this article in 2016 to warn all of us about a pathogen, spread by humans through air travel, causing a global pandemic. https://medium.com/complex-systems-channel/transition-to-extinction-pandemics-in-a-connected-world-153867fe98f4

It's time to build, by Marc Andreessen, is an inspirational call to action to all builders to build, in the aftermath of the COVID-19 pandemic. https://a16z.com/2020/04/18/its-time-to-build/

Say no to triangulated feedback: This article, by Esther Derby, a management consultant, showed up on my twitter feed a few months ago. It describes the messiness of triangulated feedback, where the boss is expected to play the middleman between two feuding team members. The conclusion of this article resonates with my own approach where I encourage team members to talk to each other directly instead of expecting me to pass the feedback along. https://www.estherderby.com/no-more-middleman-avoid-triangulated-feedback/

How to get noticed by your boss' boss: I sent this out to my team as a set of suggestions on how to get what I jokingly call Vitamin V (V for Visibility). I am myself conflicted about putting too much importance on visibility, or on getting noticed. In an ideal world, everyone gets measured by their achievements (and not activity, or self-advertisement) and the best way to get noticed is to keep doing one's job well. But in the real world, as the article suggests, raising your hand, building relationships, and challenging old ways does go a long way. https://hbr.org/2019/10/how-to-get-noticed-by-your-bosss-boss

When machine learning goes off the rails: There wasn't anything profound in this article, but a good checklist of things that can or will go wrong when letting machine learning algorithms make decisions. https://hbr.org/2021/01/when-machine-learning-goes-off-the-rails 

Are you an ethical leader: This is an interesting conversation between two Stanford GSB professors (Ken Shotts, Neil Malhotra) about building the mechanisms to lead ethically. https://www.gsb.stanford.edu/insights/are-you-ethical-leader

A fun twitter thread on software estimates: This thread, unsurprisingly, generated a lot of discussion on the internal work email list when I forwarded it. The ideas on this thread, at the micro-level, is consistent with my thinking that in a software project, there are four variables (features, resources, quality, and time) and the end-result is a function of how the team controlled all four. But the key is to get the teams to see the big picture as they plan and execute https://twitter.com/matryer/status/1313089174321405958 

DNA seen through the eyes of a coder: I read and re-read this article multiple times and I learn something new every time I read it. The author (a computer programmer from the Netherlands) has been updating this post since he first wrote it in 2001. The biggest surprise the first time I read it: 97% of our DNA is "commented out". But there are more surprises: https://berthub.eu/amazing-dna/